Yay

Now that i've gotten this internet fiasco sorted out, i've moved my schedual to its proper placement and would like to lodge a complaint that no one ever tells me anything

Three Days Grace – Everything About You

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every silent scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think about you I know
Only when you stop to think about me do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Schedule

Monday 12-29: Off
Tues 12-30: 9-5
Wednesday 12-31: 9-5
Thursday 1-1: Off
Friday 1-2: 9-5
Saturday 1-3: 5-1
Sunday 1-4: 6-2
Monday 1-5: 5-1
Tuesday 1-6: 5-1
Wednesday 1-7: Off
Thursday 1-8: 5-1
Friday 1-9: 2-Close
Saturday 1-10: 2-Close
Sunday 1-11: Off
Monday 1-12: 2-Close
Tuesday 1-13: 2-Close
Wednesday 1-14: 2-Close
Thursday 1-15: 10-6
Friday 1-16: 10-6
Saturday 1-17: Off
Sunday 1-18: Off

I May Have Disappeared

If I drop off the planet for a while, its cuz i've only got this computer to use and i rarely get access or time to it...that is, this is the only one w/internet.

Jesus Christ...

I've forgotten what it was like to try to use this computer. Half the keys on the keyboard don't work cuz my father went back to the one from like a million years ago, in fact, this is the one we got with the AST, the computer we bought in like 95. This keyboard is almost 10 years old...

Be Advised

In the spirit of me owning christmas for free this year, i've been making plans.

This Sunday:
- Some Time: On my only non-chaotic day this week, I have to go to my Aunts house for Christmas Tea to avoid going to my Grandma Lingo's house on Christmas Day, leaving me free to go to my Grandma Ankney's as to avoid offending her. GAH I hate the holidays.

Christmas Eve:
- 4:30: Mike's house.
- Some time after that..: Gram's

Christmas Day:
- Sometime in the early morning: I'll visit with my parents and open gifts and what not
- 12:00: Mike and I (provided he consents) go visit my Grandmother at her house (7 gratefuls grandma)

December 26th:
- Apparently we're all expected for cake for my brothers birthday, but I say when Mike comes to get me he just drops off a card and we leave.

So fucking early

I don't even know how to cope with this today. I layed in bed for ever last night. I layed up until 1:30 in the morning, and i woke up at 5. Now don't get me wrong, i went right back to sleep and didn't wake up again until 10 to 6, but god damnit i still made it out the door on time and to work. Why I would do that is beyond me. I don't know, call me stupid, I am. But now, to the bus, and an hour of reading about Legal Environments of Business because i have to read chapters 8, 9, & 14. I don't remember 9, i think I read it, and I don't remember 14. This sucks. A lot. G'night...no, wait, work...niner...

Right, About That

So, I'm not having december anymore. Or Sunday, Or Thursday, or Thanksgiving. Yes.

Last night my mother left me a message at about 9 o'clock saying that my Aunt Lorraine (Gram's sister) has about 2 days to live. She has had three different cancers for about a year now, and we've known she's gonna go. I don't know her all that well, or at all, so i'm not to devistated, but it does complicate things. The second part of the message was that my Aunt Diane is in the ER and she can't breathe. She goes into the emergency room and about two hours later was transfered to the ICU. She has double pnemonia and can't breathe at all without the machines. She's under heavy sedation. The lung specialist gives her a 50/50 chance of making it, but i think he only said that to make up for the blunt comment he made to Craig & Sheri (her kids) that he woudln't be suprised if she kicked it within the next 5 minutes. Yeah, that was great. So Aunt Lorraine's funeral will probably be sometime this weekend, i'm pushing for Sunday. Really, cuz i've already called in to work today, but I could probably get the shift covered by someone if it's Saturday. As long as they could do prep, or maybe Kaitlyn would swap out and i could just get someone who could set up the line. I dunno. This really sucks. The worst part is yet to come. Gram is still up north. Diane is her daughter and Lorraine is her sister. We know Lorraine is dying, but due to Gram's broken shoulder we don't know if she's gonna make it back within the next three or so days to say goodbye to Lorraine or Diane. I worry about her so much. They aren't leaving her alone up there, but i'm afraid to have her left alone once she gets home, ESPECIALLY if Diane doesn't make it.

*Shakes head*

I dunno what's going on anymore. With the chaos of Colin, and then Gram breaking her shoulder, and then Lorraine, and Diane...this just hasn't been a very good run for me.

Leigh Nash - Charmed Life

It's a charmed life
Innocence wild
Crayola skies for a thousand miles
It's a good life in the happily ever after
Last page of a very last chapter
It's the story of a charmed life

It's a charmed life
Unexplainable grace
Stumbling, you fall right into place
It's a childlike world and you can feel the magic
Far from the typically tragic
That's the beauty of a charmed life

Who needs to know
When it all comes and when it all goes
Who needs to know just when
Fate will take you there

It's a charmed life
Innocence wild
Crayola skies for a thousand miles
It's a good life in the happily ever after
Last page of a very last chapter
It's the story of a charmed life

Na na na...
Na na na...

Who needs to know
When it all comes and when it all goes
Who needs to know just when
I know you'll be there (I know you'll be there)

It's a charmed life
Innoncence wild
Crayola Skies for a thousand miles
It's a good life in the happily ever after
Last page of a very last chapter
It's the story of a charmed life

Na na na...

(It's the story of a charmed life)

Na na na...

(It's the beauty of a charmed life)

Na na na...

(It's the story of a charmed life)

Na na na...

(It's the beauty of a charmed life)

Na na na...
Na na na...

Well,

They got Sadam. That's cool. Maybe the new bush is more coordinated than his incompetent father. :P Nah...but really, congratulations. I think we fucked up though. We should've shot him in the head as soon as we got ahold of him, but hey. Ya know what else, he just secured his re-election i bet, cuz now all of his people that supported him are back, being that he finally succeeded in his goal.

Does this mean we're done occupying iraq? Of coruse not.

Apparently I'm Not The Only One Who Had Never Heard Of These

Yup...

Yay!

I just did the math, i can afford christmas gifts this year! Yay!

Christmas Lists

One of the gifts has been omitted to protect the person recieving it, but hey, that just means i'll probably forget and have to make up a new thing to buy him.

Mom - B&N G/C
Dad - Some cooking thing, i'm not sure what kind yet.
Grandparents - Both sides are getting scrapbooks, little do they know, they will be identical...
Aunt Cheryl - Fairy, if i can find one, otherwise i've opted for an ornate perfume bottle once before..
Gram - Satin PJ's...maybe...I dunno...She's really picky about clothes But she likes word searches too..
Sarah - Dress, and i might pick up some pink ballet slippers, i already bought the dress
Jameson - I got him a Bionicle, but he needs something else.
Brian - Hmmm..Same day i get J's
Clayton - See above..
Tyler - I decided he gets a little black book and a cheesy ass "Sexy Grooves" Cd, cuz if nothing else it will make me laugh.
Brittany - She's getting a scarf and mittens cuz its the best i can come up wtih. Sorry kids, you have everything.
Barb - Kilwins. I'll be her favorite
Chuck - he's getting a nascar soemthing or other...Rusty Wallace...

I think that's everyone...cuz the roomies are taken care of..

I Need Benedryl.

My arm is all broken out in the third strange rash incident from work...no one knows which new cleaning product it is..

JESUS CHRIST

I call my grandmother to tell her i got a dress for Sarah and I end up on the phone wiht her for 45 fucking minutes...Jesus.

Oh, I So Wanna Throw Up

None of you have idea how good it would feel to throw up right now. Like really, I would just love to get it out of my system...But, alas, I cannot. I have to try to keep the meager contents of my stomach where they are and explain to them that the tremendously fast introduction of water is a coping mechanism that i've devised to put all of the liquid back into my body that i leached last night. What to have for breakfast, i know...SODA CRACKERS. Again, jesus i feel like a pregnant girl.

Right... Troops, Fall In Line!

Disband the secrecy notice, Nate already knows so there's no point in trying to avoid that deathblow anymore. Game on guys.