Right, About That
So, I'm not having december anymore. Or Sunday, Or Thursday, or Thanksgiving. Yes.
Last night my mother left me a message at about 9 o'clock saying that my Aunt Lorraine (Gram's sister) has about 2 days to live. She has had three different cancers for about a year now, and we've known she's gonna go. I don't know her all that well, or at all, so i'm not to devistated, but it does complicate things. The second part of the message was that my Aunt Diane is in the ER and she can't breathe. She goes into the emergency room and about two hours later was transfered to the ICU. She has double pnemonia and can't breathe at all without the machines. She's under heavy sedation. The lung specialist gives her a 50/50 chance of making it, but i think he only said that to make up for the blunt comment he made to Craig & Sheri (her kids) that he woudln't be suprised if she kicked it within the next 5 minutes. Yeah, that was great. So Aunt Lorraine's funeral will probably be sometime this weekend, i'm pushing for Sunday. Really, cuz i've already called in to work today, but I could probably get the shift covered by someone if it's Saturday. As long as they could do prep, or maybe Kaitlyn would swap out and i could just get someone who could set up the line. I dunno. This really sucks. The worst part is yet to come. Gram is still up north. Diane is her daughter and Lorraine is her sister. We know Lorraine is dying, but due to Gram's broken shoulder we don't know if she's gonna make it back within the next three or so days to say goodbye to Lorraine or Diane. I worry about her so much. They aren't leaving her alone up there, but i'm afraid to have her left alone once she gets home, ESPECIALLY if Diane doesn't make it.
*Shakes head*
I dunno what's going on anymore. With the chaos of Colin, and then Gram breaking her shoulder, and then Lorraine, and Diane...this just hasn't been a very good run for me.
So, I'm not having december anymore. Or Sunday, Or Thursday, or Thanksgiving. Yes.
Last night my mother left me a message at about 9 o'clock saying that my Aunt Lorraine (Gram's sister) has about 2 days to live. She has had three different cancers for about a year now, and we've known she's gonna go. I don't know her all that well, or at all, so i'm not to devistated, but it does complicate things. The second part of the message was that my Aunt Diane is in the ER and she can't breathe. She goes into the emergency room and about two hours later was transfered to the ICU. She has double pnemonia and can't breathe at all without the machines. She's under heavy sedation. The lung specialist gives her a 50/50 chance of making it, but i think he only said that to make up for the blunt comment he made to Craig & Sheri (her kids) that he woudln't be suprised if she kicked it within the next 5 minutes. Yeah, that was great. So Aunt Lorraine's funeral will probably be sometime this weekend, i'm pushing for Sunday. Really, cuz i've already called in to work today, but I could probably get the shift covered by someone if it's Saturday. As long as they could do prep, or maybe Kaitlyn would swap out and i could just get someone who could set up the line. I dunno. This really sucks. The worst part is yet to come. Gram is still up north. Diane is her daughter and Lorraine is her sister. We know Lorraine is dying, but due to Gram's broken shoulder we don't know if she's gonna make it back within the next three or so days to say goodbye to Lorraine or Diane. I worry about her so much. They aren't leaving her alone up there, but i'm afraid to have her left alone once she gets home, ESPECIALLY if Diane doesn't make it.
*Shakes head*
I dunno what's going on anymore. With the chaos of Colin, and then Gram breaking her shoulder, and then Lorraine, and Diane...this just hasn't been a very good run for me.
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