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Thursday, July 31

Yup

I found it. It was sometime in early to mid-february. So we're coming up on 6 months real quick, but i'd need to put in until september in order to get a consistent over 26 hrs. thing...and come to think of it, a transfer should not affect my unemployment, becuase people transfer branches at real jobs all of the time and it doesn't change theirs. It only counts when you change companies. That's what i've decided.... Not that I'll really use the information, just that it will be interesting to have...
The Month Of Thursday's

Just so you all know, this week hated me. It really did. Monday, Brian lost his temper and told me he'd smack me. Tuesday, I dropped an entire tray of sandwiches in the parking lot cuz some dillhole set the rack up wrong. Wednesday...what happened Wednesday? I don't remember, but I'm sure it was probably bad. No, actually Wednesday was okay. But then today, oh today. Let's see, this morning I ended up in a power struggle with Debbie, which neither of us won, we just ended up being sufficiently pissed at one another to share glares. I went to go on break and Kati made me spend the entire time taking a certification test, which is very much illegal. And then, now see this was the thing that confirmed the Thursday-ness of it all, i'm surprised it wasn't the 23rd...It all started to make sense. Evidently yesterday there was a manager meeting and apparently they discussed writing me up because I don't make sure the bakery is stocked and mopped when I leave. 1. I was never trained in bakery, so no one told me this during training. 2. I've worked in the bakery 100 times and no one told me anything about this. 3. Whenever I leave I always ask and the manager, who supposedly, checks my station. If they have a problem with what i've done or not done, they are SUPPOSED TO TELL ME so I can correct the behavior. Never ONCE has this been mentioned to me until today when Josh tells me that a couple of people at the meeting wanted to write me up for it. I ALMOST EXPLODED. I've begged and pleaded with Bill and Kati to be properly trained and no one seems to have the time. Until they have the time, fuck 'em if they think they are going to hold me responsible for it. SOOO, in light of all of all of this bullshit, I stewed about it for a good 10 minutes and then suddenly it dawned on me. Josh said a couple of people, and it certianly wasn't him, Chad, or Debra, because they all defended me according to Josh. Debbie H. wasn't there, so it wasn't her. Leaving only two people, Kati and Bryan. That doesn't shock me at all. Like 15 minutes later, Tammy tells me she overheard them talking about me the other day. Evidently i'm on a list of people they'd like to find a way to fire.

Unfortunately, I'm not about to roll over and be walked on. So you see, I was doing a little looking on Monday night in regards to the Bryan incident and learned all sorts of interesting things. For instance, making me take those certification tests on my break, illegal. Then there is the OSHA law on workplace violence, including the threat that Bryan made, firmly against the law. And then, there is the bit about how since I reported it to Kati and the extent of her handling of it was to tell me that "Bryan is just like that," that was improper and thusly equally illegal conduct on her part. All dropping down to the next little bit. If I sit down with Bill and get into writing what Bryan said, and what Kati said, and they attempt to fire me, cut my hours, or change my position in the store, I get to sue them or leave and file for unemployment, saying that the work environment was hostile and a violation of OSHA laws. In light of my knowledge of this, and Bill's, his best bet is to transfer me to the Racine store as soon as school starts before this gets any worse and I pursue it legally. Plus, I don't know for sure, but I think that if he transfers me my unemployment cycle starts over again, but I don't remember. Anyway, I'm pissed. Its unpleasant to work in a place where you know that everything you do is being undermined by a large part of the management. It wouldn't be so bad but Kati is the GM, she's the person i'm supposed to go to when I have problems with the other staff, and she's part of the problem.

I have to figure out when I started there. I looked at my last stub and it didn't have my start date on it (boo...) I think i'll be able to find it on my old blog. It should be coming up on 6 months soon.

Monday, July 28

Holy Fuck

God I'm SOOO tired. God I'm gonna be SOOO tired all week. Fuck.

Sunday, July 27

God It's Gonna Be Cool

I just bought an Inspiration 5100 from Dell at the daunting price of 1489. But, it shipped free and there was a $275 rebate. God knows i'm gonna spend that on a software. Who else feels broke? Oh, right, Mike. Ya see, Mr.Michael is making a much larger commitment than I am. I dedicated my next check to this computer, and i'll get it all back. But Mike? Mike just dedicated all of his checks, or rather, he's about to, to a new Hyudai Elantra. He needed a car, and to have this whole process over will be good for him. Poor us. We have no money, but we've got cool shit. We're gonna spend like the rest of our lives feeling broke :P.

Friday, July 25

Doomy Doomy Doomy!

Here it comes. At exactly 2:45 tomorrow afternoon, Mike and I are expected at my Aunts for the party oh doom...
Look!

I put up next weeks too!

Wednesday, July 23

It Is SO The 23rd

Scott walked out today. He just fucking snapped. Here I am, literally walking in the back door and all I can hear is Scott yelling at Katie. EVERYONE is standing there, cuz, naturally, we don't yell...and when someone does you know heads are about to roll. Nate only stayed because he needs the money. That's really sad, cuz I like Scott, and this means i'm gonna have to make an effort to be his friend. On the other hand, I saw Katie's point too, there is no reason he can't get what needs to be done, done faster. He and Nate pud around a lot and need to hurry up so they can move on to the rest of their jobs. But they don't want to, and in that sense, Scott was right to leave. If he didn't want to do the work, he needed to shut the fuck up and leave. But I still miss Scott.

Ann is staying now, so yay for that, but now Deb Lopez is considering bailing on us and moving back to New York. She and her boyfriend can't afford to support themselves right now, so she's considering moving back to New York to live with her Aunt and taking her son with her. Which is sad for her little boy. Whatever.

Nate's looking for another position.

Sarah got her house in North Carolina, so she's leaving in a few days.

Josh always works the night shift. A grievance i placed with Katie. I want my Josh back, especially if everyone else is leaving me. That's really gonna make me super angry.
Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff

Its just one of those days
When you don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sux
You don't really know why
But want justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days!!

Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Lettin' shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit talkin that shit
(Punk, so come and get it)
Its just one of those days
Feelin' like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program
And if your stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
Its just one of those days!!

I feel like shit
My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers that want to step up
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break somethin' tonight...
I hope you know I pack a chain saw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps goin' this way I just might break your fuckin' face tonight!!
Give me somethin' to break
How bout your fuckin' face
I hope you know I pack a chain saw, what!!...

Tuesday, July 22

Linkin Park - Don't Stay

Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

What do you do when you've tried everything and it only makes things worse, but yet you can't stop trying? And even if you could, quitting would only further complicate the situation.

Monday, July 21

Stalker Alert

I moved my hours. They are now featured on the side bar. Or, what of them I remember. I'll get the rest today and put them up there tonight. K? K.
Fuck Am I Tired

....eeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh....

That's the sound my back made when I got up this morning.

....uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh...

That's the sound my mind made when it realized what it's plans were for today.

...boooooo....

That's your brain on stress. Any Questions?

Yes, I know. I did this to myself.

Sunday, July 20

So Hot

Jesus... I think i might be dying. Could have something to do with the fact that i am totally over dressed. Maybe. Perhaps. But i can't help it. I have to go to work. I fuckin hate working nights.

Thursday, July 17

Woo Hoo!

Someone has decided to love me. Both Lip Service and Delia*s now carry a fishnet hoodie. I think i like the one from Lip Service better. I know i can trust their quality.

Tuesday, July 15

What do you guys think of the new template?

Sunday, July 13

What The Hell Just Happened?

I think the world may have just exploded, and it all managed to land on my head... Way to go God.
Weekly Hours

I'm sick of losing these. I suppose this would suck if someone was trying to stalk me, but since i trust mike is the only one, and he's at work all day, I won't worry.

Monday - 11:30-4:30
Tuesday - 5-1
Wednesday - 11-4:30
Thursday - OFF
Friday - 5-3
Saturday - 10-2
Sunday - 6 (PM)-Close .. *eww*
Ugh...

This work thing, i dont know about that... My management has started a new trend, high fiving people. Who the fuck still does that? Aren't those days over? I thought that was a good thing.

Friday, July 11

Mornin' Kiddies

How goes the world for everyone else? Wonderful! Yeah, i have to be to work in 6 hours. Yay! I'm waiting for the bleach to do its dirty work in the bathtub so i can go rinse it out and go do the rest of the cleaning and organizing i have to do in my little house... I must say, it'll be nice to get the hell out of here. So, right. I'm gonna get about 4 hours sleep tonight and cross my fingers like mad that I wake up. I think i'll have mike meet me at work tomorrow and i'll maybe take a little nap over at his house so that i'm able to get up on Sunday morning, when i work at 6. Fortunately, Monday i don't work till 11:30..But its right back to 5am on Tuesday...And then again on Friday...and then i close next Sunday...booo....

Thursday, July 10

*pounds fist*

I hate you Linux

Wednesday, July 9

Why is my father such a dick?

I have just been forbidden from, get this, cooking because i didn't do my mothers dishes. Mind you, the rest of the mess is completely cleaned up and has been since i cooked, but since the sink is full of dishes cuz she hasn't done any for two days, its my fault and i am now only allowed to eat out... Right.

Friday, July 4

Hey All

Yeah, i've been sort of in and out lately. Who knows. I don't spend too much time in front of the computer lately. Generally because my psycho mother decided that she only does her work, ya know, for her job, between the hours of 3 and 6 pm. One of these days i'll disable the rest of the accounts and activate the parental hour controls... I think it'd be funny.... Really really really funny.

Tuesday, July 1

Bludgeons self to death with a blunt object