FUCK PARKSIDE

'Nuf Said.

You Know What?

Chicken strips are better than chicken nuggets. They're less mushy...

Right, And Things Just Keep On Changing

They were going to put me in 332A, a lounge, later this week. Then they were going to put me in 332A on Monday. Now they're putting me in 171B (a real room), on Tuesday. I get a crazy black chick for a roomie. But thats okay, cuz i was gonna get two other crazy black chicks for roomies if i moved into 332A. I'm not a racist or anything, its just that, i'm gonna hate my roomie either way, and i'm not too inclined to have too much in common with a girl who sits in her room and watches the videotapes of packer games. But i get the bottom bunk, and she's got a lofting kit :P. And if i really hate her, i can just get it changed later :P.

Fuck

Well, I got my room. Apparently i'll have it later this week, they're just waiting on her actually getting all of her shit out of the dorms. I'm moving into a lounge with two other people, which I already knew. I'm okay with that. It just dawned on me today how scary this is. I feel completely unprepared, like I have nothing ready. Which, I really don't. I have to get all of my laundry done, and get all of my shit packed up and moved out. Plus, i have to make one last ditch effort to purge some of my belongings. I have to get my little house put back in order so that it looks like i enver touched it. Where i'm gonna come up wti hthat many crumbled leaves to put all over the floor is beyond me....Anyways, i have to do all of this on top of the fact that I work all day tomorrow and I have a class tomorrow night. I'm off at 1 tomorrow so i think i'll go home after work, which means at 2, and then see what i can get done before i need to leave for class....Plus, i have an exam coming up in that class that i need to set a time for and make sure I study because its a third of my grade. Plus, a calculus quiz on Friday...And i work saturday. AND i am by no means not getting my damn hug tonight!!!! I dont know what i'm going to do or how i'm going to get it all done. I think i'm just going to box most of my stuff up and leave it at home unless i really need it and then if a fancy strikes me for it later, i'll go get it. I think that's what i'll do because as soon as I get it packed i have to unpack it all....And then, according to the girl i talked to today, i'm probably just going to have to pack it up and unpack it again because they keep upgrading people from lounges to rooms....AND THEN i'm gonna have to repack it all over the break. GAH!! Lol :P

My new favorite page And check out my creation!!!!

Punkins! :)

I can't wait to go to the pumpkin farm :) tehehehehehe I can't wait to carve pumpkins. I decided, since this will be my first official Kemper free halloween season, i'm going to have fun, lots and lots of it, and do things that I like instead of doing things that everyone else begs me to do, like haunted houses. :P

Dum De Dum

Ya know, this little stint where i chill out here for hours until I go to class really sucks. Really really really sucks. Really really really.

I had a really strangely bad dream last night, I wish I could remember what it was about. Whatever it was it wasn't bad like, oh, i died, or anything. It was like, something that disturbed me...All i know is when i woke up i remembered it vividly and was thinking about what i was going to do about it and what not and then 20 minutes later my train of thought changed and i forgot completely. Great.

God? Why do you hate me?

I just keep getting sicker...:( I need a hug :(

I Hate My Father

He got this DSL and won't let me pull the cable and put it on my computer, which is okay i guess. But then emy mother piles the computer up wtih paperwork and shit in front of it, which Jameson promptly put his nintendo on. Both my father and my brother have a terrible tendancy to put the keyboard on the wrist rest, pop the arms up, and put so much shit around it that you can't move it and put it like it's supposed to be. And then theres the state of the computer itself, which is tragic. They've got it so over infected with pop up programs and crap that to use the computer is damn near impossible because if you can get the ads to stop coming up, the computer still runs so slowly its not even funny. Not to mention in them trying to do things themselves they've fucked up so many settings that its completely rediculous. They've got the DSL set to disconnect when someone isn't using it, how stupid is that? Explorer still thinks its running on dial up so it keeps prompting to be connected to the internet. The poor thing is terribly confused. My dad's got the case ripped off of the tower right now cuz he installed the port and hasn't put it back together, meaning that all of the shit stacked in front of the computer is flowing into it. Did i mention that the keyboard is barely accessable through the cords of 3 nintendo controllers, mouse, dsl cable, various power cords, and a pleathora of other crap. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Warmth?

What are you talking about, there's no such thing.

On Inner Peace

I am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me. By following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace........

It reads: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started."



I looked around to see all the things I started and hadn't finished. So, today I have finished one bottle of white wine, a bottle of red wine, a bottle of Baileys, my Prozac, a large box of chocolates and a quart of beer. You have no idea how good I feel. You may pass this on to those you feel are in need of Inner Peace.

"You're one part girly, one part tomboy and five parts pink. But somehow you don't come off as all mixed up. In fact, we think you're a mix master. Scratch it up!"

"You wear pink well. But your confident stance and willingness to don fuchsia sneakers suggest you already know that..."

I'm Confused
How is it that Johnny Depp can be so ugly and yet simultaniously so sexy? Someone explain this to me...Please!

Reasons To Be Rich

1. Cuz I Can
2. Cuz I'm Too Picky To Just Go To A Store And Buy Clothes, I Can Never Find Something That I Really Really Like

Someone Please Remind Me To Do This, No Really

Remind me to call Panera and find out when i work tomorrow, cuz my mother threw away my schedule yesterday. Joy. If i dont call them right away i'll end up being late tomorrow. :(

Ewww

Damn am I tired...and nauseated too. Alas, I need the money.

Twilight Zone Week Continues

Allison just e-mailed me. *sigh* i've had enough of this randomness for a while. Lets everyone just stick to the projects we have and finish those before we start new ones? K?

Everyday I Find Someone New That Should See This

http://www.waveworks.net/mac.html

Halo Friendlies - Me vs. The World

Hey boys,
Hey girls,
Hey anybody who will listen to me
In case you havent noticed its just
me against the world today

I fell out of the wrong side of the bed and landed in the worst mood
The stupid alarm clock screaming at me from across the room

I'm trying to be nice
im trying to be reasonable
but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be

If your looking for that nice girl from the day before
dont bother she dont live here anymore

Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed
and in case you havent heard
its just me against the world
And the world is winning

You should have let me stay in bed
I've got this pounding in my head
No nothings ok wont you stay out of my face today
I'm slamming doors I'm slamming phones down
Watch out for this temper tantrum
Stay outta my way cause if you dont you'll be scared away

I'm trying to be nice
im trying to be reasonable
but its oh so hard when i dont wanna be

If your looking for that nice girl from the day before
dont bother she dont live here anymore

Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed and in case you havent heard its just me against the world
And the world is winning

I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red [x3]
I'm gonna make you believe what I say
I'm gonna make you

Cause its me against the world (oh what a stupid day)
Yea its me against the world (just stay out of my way)
and in case you havent noticed and in case you havent heard
its just me against the world [x2]
And the world is winning

Awesome Website

80's Tees

Uh-huh

Why is it that everytime I open my mouth things turn into a much bigger deal than I intended them to be?

I Saw It

Hi again, Nate. LOL...I e-mailed you a lengthy explaination.

*waves*

Hi Nate!

I think i'm exausted

Yup, its true. I'm exahusted.. Think i'd get yelled at if i ganked the ethernet cord out of the back of this computer and plugged it into mine, i bet i probably would, but at least then i'd be able to get my microecon homework done on my own system. BTW, i talked to ResLife, so i dont have to worry about evil Bethe. They told me two weeks, again. Aparently i'm 7th on the waiting list. So, okay. That's cool.

The Timeless Question

I sent Mike an e-mail this afternoon to the kind of discussing matters of my current mindstate. Except for yesterday, yesterday I was really down in the dumps for some reason. Anyway - yes, back to what I was talking about, and the timeless question. My e-mail focused on a lot of the things that I've missed out on, a lot of the things i never did, out of fear or otherwise. Things like learning to play the guitar, not the crazy ass normal one, but the fun spunky one that i can get in amazing colors :P.

A couple of years ago I gave up doing the crazy random things i liked to do because no one around me had the patience for them. I'm a spaz. Lets all have a moment of silence and face that one. Right, so -- moment over. I do spastic crqzy things, i enjoy twister, sorry, and randomly dancing in the middle of the mall. Yes, its something i do. I don't know, I can't help it. Oh well. I think i need to take some time and relax before the opportunity to do these things is gone. So Mike and I were talking about who i'm going to find to tolerate this stuff. He's just not with that, and that's cool, cuz he's a guy and guys usually aren't. He brought up an interesting possibility: Beka.

I know, I know. Beka is insane. BUT...apparently she has calmed down a lot about the drama stuff and she's getting more sane. Its very possibl that she and i might do better than we did before. I dont know. We'll have to get togther at some point. She and I have classes that end at around the same time, being that we're both in the same little section. Maybe it'ld work out. Who knows. Oh well. G'night all.

By the way, whether or not to spend time with Beka was the timeless question. Just thought i'd let you know.

Hmmm...

Does this affect my old archives too? I hope so.

*buh*

Work sucks...

I don't want to go to class tonight. I shouldn't say that. I really kinda do, but I just don't feel like being in class all night. It totally takes a big chunk out of my life. And now I have to work on Saturday because I felt bad for Loretta's son. So i'm covering a 10-1. I guess that's pretty okay really, cuz i'm gonna have to wait for mike to wake up anyway :P.

The Spark Loves Me, They Really Love Me!

So dateable! Attractive and confident, witty and charming, a healthy ambrosia-based diet... you're wanted in the 48 contiguous states, you slayer. Call me. Seduce me. Make me a man (or woman.) Not only do you know how to turn a guy's (or girl's) engines on, but you also know how to oil, lube and rotate it. You put the "elation" back into "relationship," and the "night" back into "one-night stand."

You Guys..

Why hasn't anyone gotten back to me about that $5000 yet?