*Big Sigh*

That's the feel for today, because:

1. I should be tired as fuck. I slept for like 3 hours last night, but i'm not feeling the effects. I think its the stress though. Maybe after my mind slows a bit i'll get tired and want to go to sleep, not that I will.

2. I've got a lot going on inside of my noggin and now seems like as good a time as any to actually deal with the things that have been building for the last 6 months, causing me to act like a raving lunatic. So yes, lots of madness on the agenda for today.

Song Of The Day: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me

I was confused
And I live it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind

Inside of me
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel

Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn?t fall right down on my face

I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind

So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't trust to find the way, everyone is looking at me

Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away and find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong